Really struggling
Struggling to make sense of it all
Struggling just to sit here in this office
Struggling not to cry
Struggling to imagine how I can move on
Not sure where to turn
Wish I could just crawl in a hole and disappear for awhile
Uncomfortable in my own skin
Extra-defensive
Lost
Really struggling today
2 comments:
Thank youf or your honesty. I think you're still in shock. I'm sending you a cd I think you'll really relate to. I listen to it over and over again and the songs, wow, it's like a ton of bricks and it feels good to cry my eyes out and...well, heal.
Love you, Jenny, even though we've never met...I know we'd be fast friends.
I know there are good things coming your way.
just wish it wasn't taking so damn long.
Hugs to you, Jenny.
Thinking of you much.
Just read your post about being in the OBGYN office and hearing the heartbeat in the next room. I remember how unbelievably painful that experience was too. Made me want to scream.
And I had a family beach experience shortly after my EP, with my sister who was pregnant with twins conceived her first month trying. I barely functioned. Kudos to you for hanging in there. I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but you will get through this. Somehow.
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