torture

I don't know why I do this to myself. Why do I check Myspace even though pretty much no one I would actually talk to is on there? I know I'm going to see status updates from my husband's half-brother's half-sister (did you follow that?) who is 15 (yes, I said 15) and pregnant and due any day now. Why do I torture myself?? Looked at it tonight and looks like she's going into labor... She's 15 and having a baby, while we're settled and responsible and nothing but 3 losses so far. And people post things to her like "Oh, I know you're going to be such a great mom." Really??? You've got to be kidding me. Why do I do this to myself??